Few more days

August 13, 2008

I got an email from my boss at work and since I work the front desk I’m required to move in early. Yes! I won’t have to fight with the incoming freshman for a parking spot or fight my way through the doors cause of the crowd of sad parents at the front desk. So I get to move in Thursday the 21st, my mother is flipping out with money situations but I’m not to worried it’ll work out once I speak with financial aid.  I’m confident and positive.



Realizations and Shopping Plans

August 5, 2008

I pondered my dream over the past few days and I’ve come to the conclusion on what it could represent. I believe that my mind was trying to tell me something very important. I miss Sam and even though we don’t see each other like we used to or even talk as much I still know that no matter what happens she’ll always be there for me especially when I need her most. Like during a mini apocalypse. Therefore, if by some small chance Sam is reading this, I’d like to say: Thank you for being my friend and I miss you.

In other news not much is going on, I leave for campus on the 23rd and I’m rather excited about rooming with my good friend Laura. There are a few things I need to get before I head back though. One of those things being a good external hard drive. If any of you out there have experience with these please let me know good and bad. I don’t know to much about them so any tips would be greatly appreciated. The second thing I want to get is an Xbox 360, I love playing video games and all my friends who let me play their 360 have moved out of my dorm or into apartments. It is time to get my own and stop leeching off of others. Plus they now have Katamari for the Xbox 360, can I get a hell yeah!?



Dreams…

August 3, 2008

Current Mood:Inspired emoticon Inspired

It started at Wal-Mart. It was close to my birthday and I wanted to have a party, a Halloween party. My mother and I were browsing through the Wal-Mart, it was set up a little differently than the one in town, the costumes were against the back wall in aisles.The bikes were to the left and the garden center door was just to the right. There was also a large door near the garden center exit doors that looked like the one near the cart area in the front, only this one was closed and locked up.

We were browsing all the props and talked to one of the workers about ideas. I found a really cool Bastet costume and kept on browsing, we found fake ice blocks and a fog machine as well as bones and window clings. My mother went to a different aisle and I had the cart I somehow made my way down the aisles and into the toy section, which surprisingly had tons of stuff that could be used as props for an awesome party. I then began to worry, I hadn’t seen my mother in a bit and looked around for her. I parked my cart near some cash registers in the back and grabbed my purse. Then I saw my friend Sam, walking around. I left my purse and ran after her shouting her name trying to get her attention but she didn’t hear me. I then decided to head back to the cart and my purse before my stuff got stolen.I noticed people leaving in a hurry, there were tons of customers just  running around looking for each other and trying to get out as fast as possible. I was going to get my phone out and call my mom to see if she was alright. However, before I could get it out people were running out faster it was chaos so I decided to trek it out as well. I somehow got the impression there were monsters on the loose. I don’t know if I saw them or heard someone talking about them but I knew. People were stealing things and the police had shown up. The police didn’t care about what people were stealing they were just trying to evacuate the building and see if anyone was hurt. I looked over at the bikes and contemplated stealing one to make my getaway faster since I had no idea wear the car was or the keys. I decided against it, it would waste to much time tightening the pre built ones so I ran.

Surprisingly enough I didn’t run in slow motion like I do in most dreams, this one felt more real. I was moving at a pace I could achieve in real life and I didn’t feel weighted down, like when you’re trying to walk in a swimming pool. I took the garden center back exit into the far end of the parking lot. I was in a  different city than my home, one I haven’t been to before. I saw people running around and driving off, then I noticed Sam again. This time she saw me too so we ran to her car.

Then I saw them. The monsters they were tiny but in little groups, they were light gray and ancient looking. A Minion comes to mind when giving them a proper name. They were destroying things almost instantly they surrounded things and devoured them. There was a group of them between us and Samantha’s car, standing near a parked cars driver side front tire. We had to run through them, so we did and for some reason they scurried away. We hopped in her car and drove, we stopped and parked the car near a cafe. The building looked like it was a couple of stories tall with all black windows on the front. There were people holed up inside and it looked fairly safe. When we got inside it looked more like a college class room with a ton of windows, the owner was at the front talking to everyone. There were book shelves near the desks so I started looking through the shelfs figuring we’d need stuff if we were running off, I found some feminist books and decided to buy them. We were going to need entertainment of some sort! The lady at the register was apparently an author of some of the books and was an older indie/hippie. Instead of checking me out she stole my wallet with id and ran off she said her credit card reader wasn’t working so she was going next door to see if they could give her cash if she swiped it there. She ran past the store across the street and we lost sight of her. No one knew what was going on, so we locked the doors up. The monsters were coming.

The rest of the customers were all college aged and just wanted to stay safe and work together. One of the monsters got in though and started attacking a man, he was done for so we ran. We couldn’t help him. We went through the back where employees were only allowed and ran out the door. The hoard of mini monsters had already passed us so we ran towards Sam’s car only to see that they had broken out windows and wrecked it up. I suddenly saw an image where they were all surrounding a building and literally eating it up into nothing but blackness. Apparently they were only powerful in large groups. We started running down the street trying to find a vehicle we could steal. We saw a young woman getting into her car and starting to pull away we stopped her and asked if we could come too and she said hop in. She took us to her house so we could help her gather some supplies. She was thin and had orange/red hair she told us to grab what we could wear from her closet. Even though she was tall and lean she had some huge hoodies I snatched up and I changed into some army green cargo pants and a black tank top. I felt bad ass. We began gathering what we could… but then I woke up to the phone ringing.


Thanks: Kylee; Dani;

Where has the time gone?

August 1, 2008

Oh dear where have I been?!

So I ended up only leaving my parents home for about a week, they threatened to stop helping me with college and promised to start helping me get my license. Well needless to say I need the money for school and they haven’t helped me get a car or my license. Oh well my education is more important than personal freedom any way.

Other than that I’ve been working my butt off trying to save up as much as I can. I work for two more weeks then I get a week off before the college semester resumes and I can leave this house no problem. I’m excited even though some how my financial aid is all screwed up. I have to write a letter about special circumstances to the school to get them to review my financial aid situation. The thing that I don’t understand is that how is it possible for the school to reduce the amount of hours I’m allowed to work per week with the work study program. Last year my parents had a higher income, I had one time income from social security while in high school, and I was allowed to work 10 hrs a week at the school which is the maximum for work study. This year however is different, the college has raised tuition by $2000, my father lost his job, I no longer receive social security and yet I can only work 4.5 hours per week. I am hoping it is all just some big mistake. We shall see.


Thanks: Kylee;

June 4, 2008

New Theme Coming!

WARNING: If the site is messed up on June 4th 2008 I am in the process of upgrading wordpress + adding a new theme and testing it.

In other news I’m avoiding my personal dramas by amercing myself into this site. It needs an overhaul and I’m off work till Friday. Let the creativity flow!


Thanks: Destiny; Emma;